Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Visiting the Homelands (snapping all the way)!

[Photography] is a way of feeling, of touching, of loving. What you have caught on film is captured forever . . . it remembers little things, long after you have forgotten everything.
-Aaron Siskind
View photos here...and here

Most of the first 48 hours home from Bali were spent asleep in Millet (just outside of Edmonton, AB). I used to live with Sue and Garry there while I was finishing my practicum for my Business Degree. I think of their place as a shangri-la, a peaceful country retreat and a second home. Their house is beautiful yes, but it feels like a home because of all the laughing, hugging, delicious cooking and love consistently filling up the space inside. Anyone reading this who know Sue and Garry, know what I mean!

After the battery recharge, I headed on down to Jasper National Park to attend and shoot a wedding. Driving through the picture perfect mountains under ubiquitous skies with turquoise freshwater lakes to gawk at along the way, reminded me just how beautiful my own backyard is. It was also comforting to be driving in a car, that has a seat belt, on paved roads, with speed limits and law enforcement (despite the speeding ticket I received in the mail a few weeks later)!



I had taken photos of Jody's family the previous winter and was delighted to shoot her wedding also. They are such a cool and close family and it's hard not to feel all kinds of goodness whenever I see them.
 

The wedding took place near a lake in the late afternoon followed by a reception, dinner and dance at the Sawridge Hotel. The intimate celebration was charming and exquisite and it was so fantastic to be a part of it...congrats to Jody and Glen!




I spent a few more days in Edmonton before flying back to the homeland of all my homelands...Saskatchewan. What could be more of a quintessential prairie experience than hanging out with my Dad and Jumper the cat on the farm in Birch Hills? Bali is certainly a paradise yes, but this was paradise country style...the sound of the crickets chirping at night, the smell of freshly cut grass, driving anywhere within a 50 mile radius and getting a friendly wave from everyone you pass, running through the fields and not encountering another soul and breathing in what seemed like the cleanest, purest air on earth (which my lungs definitely needed post Asia). I made my Dad a blueberry pie..from scratch (ok maybe not a big deal but I don't do that kinda stuff often)! Although I love my life in the city, one needs a dose of where they came from every once in awhile and I'm proud to be a country girl! It was probably the best visit home to date.

 

At the end of the week, Dad and I went to Saskatoon for my cousin Michael's wedding. He and his fiance Amy, had asked me to be their wedding photographer and I couldn't have been happier to  both be in attendance for their special day and also to document it for them. It is not very often that all of the Tomtenes gather in one place but almost everyone was in attendance for this one! There was lots of catching up to do and the day went by in a blink. Michael, Amy and the bridal party were ridiculously photogenic and so much fun to photograph. It was a perfect day and only the beginning of many more for them I'm sure. Love you two!

 



I said goodbye to my Papa the next day and boarded the plane back to Edmonton. The next few weeks were spent catching up with family and friends I hadn't seen in ages. Edmonton is so fantastic in the summer..unending festivals to attend, the bucolic river valley running through the city and Whyte Ave. bustles with crowded patios, musicians playing on the street and always a friendly, laid back vibe...something I've missed since moving to Vancouver. 



I also got to photograph my ex-boss's family. Russ had hired me back in 2003 as VOXCOM's Creative Writer and Marketing Specialist. So many good people and experiences came into my life because of this, and I will always look back fondly on those amazing 4 years working with Russ and all the marvelous friends I made at VOXCOM.

 

In August, I received an email saying I had been chosen as one of 10 students to participate in David Alan Harvey's 'At Home' Workshop in Brooklyn, NY in October ('09). David Alan Harvey is a National Geographic photographer. A member of the photo agency, Magnum. Curator for Burn Magazine. An iconic photographer. I let out a giant gasp and almost fell off my chair when I got the news (in front of several onlookers at Starbucks:-/). Was it real? Was someone joshin' me? Stay tuned to find out.

Don’t shoot what it looks like. Shoot what it feels like.
- David Alan Harvey



Friday, April 30, 2010

Bali - The Reprise Part 2

The following is a photo/video essay of my exhibition in New Zealand and my return to Bali (June/July 2009). Hope you watch, enjoy...and turn it up!

We must go beyond textbooks, go out into the bypaths and untrodden depths of the wilderness and travel and explore and tell the world the glories of our journey.
- John Hope Franklin

View entire photo album here.

Julien and Ernesto finally arrived in Bali and checked themselves in at d'Kubu. Here we all were again, a year after our first meeting! It was all a bit surreal actually. Our trio soon became a foursome when Dan from Germany (who is German/Indonesian) became my new neighbour at d'Kubu.


One day, the four of use were leaving the guesthouse for lunch and Wayan, the wonderful Balinese girl who works in the laundry dept., was frantically pointing at the tiny TV at reception. We all crowded around trying to decipher what the Indonesian journalist was saying....Wayan translated and said 'Michael Jackson's heart exploded'. I was in complete shock. MJ was my boyfriend all throughout elementary school. I had the MJ microphone and glove, outwore his red and black Thriller outfit and a mini white glove earring and attempted to master all his dance moves. I recited the 'Thriller' lyrics in the public speaking contest at school. Spun his records in my room day in and out. Performed the entire Thriller dance for anyone who'd watch! I identified with his shy demeanor, his love for animals, music and dance. Despite all the terrible things that were said about him later in life, I will always remember him as I did a child of the 80's and imagine him now, walking on the moon (literally).

We ventured off to Dreamland (yes that is what it is really called) to get away from crazy Kuta for awhile. Driving in Bali on a moto...hmm. Not such a relaxing mode of transport. As we were leaving Kuta, a taxi hit me from behind and my back tire flung out sideways almost tipping me over. Practically growing up on motorbikes, ski-doos and 4-wheelers might have helped but I definitely had my fair share of crashes! I don't think my Dad would believe Ernesto when he said, 'Tracey est un bon chauffeur!'


We arrived in Dreamland 30 minutes later. The waves were breaking too close to shore so I went swimmin' instead! Trying to get INTO the ocean proved to be more difficult than it looked. I kept getting toppled over by every wave coming in - it was all white water but went well over my head...which caused me to indecently and involuntarily expose myself to all the locals! A one piece suit might have been a better choice that day.


The situation got much better once I was in deep enough. I dove into each wave so that when the peak was just going over me - I would flip up both of my feet and snap them out the top. I felt like a lumpa lumpa (dolphin in Balinese). I didn't ever want to get out:)


After sunset, we moto'ed on over to Jimboran Bay. It is a whole bevy of tables out on a beach where you can get fresh bbq'd seafood. It cost us $10 each to have an array of seafood, Balinese vegetables, rice, fruit and freshly squeezed fruit juice. Ridiculous!

On the way back into Kuta, I was going through an intersection and a tour bus turned on my right and then another on my left from each side of me. I had to accelerate hard enough to scoot in front of them and avoid a Tracey sandwich. Traffic laws? Nope, just guidelines.

I felt the same relief getting back to my guesthouse as I did when I would return from walking in Ho Chi Minh City...crossing the roads there was even more death defying. Another reminder of why I love my homeland.

A few days later, we hit Padang Padang, near Uluwatu Temple. There is a viewing deck above Padang Padang where you can see surfers catch world class waves and the sun soakers down on the beach. We had been there the year before but it was no less stunning the 2nd time around. There were no surfboards available to rent so wave diving and photographing it was!

We hit Uluwatu later that afternoon. At the bottom there is a cave like enclosure that opens up to the ocean and seemingly endless perfect waves. It is divine. If you take some stairs to the top, there is a platform that overlooks all the surf action...a most enjoyable photo taking afternoon.



We went to Ocean Beach that night but it just wasn't the same as last year. The stage had been moved back and doesn't float on the pool anymore. The entertainment is the same but not as spectacular. Maybe because Marj and I were there almost every night last year?! I remember watching the Balinese fire dancers for the first time...one of those moments when you say to yourself, 'This is pretty effing cool.'

Two weeks flew by...Dan had parted ways to explore other parts of Indo and Ernesto had to get back to Belgium. Now that he was a doctor again instead of a surfy backpacker, he had only a limited stay. I still had a few weeks left in Bali, as did Julien. We were sad for them to go but it was the beginning of a new chapter, new friends and experiences. Strangers from all over the globe quickly become like your temporary family in a foreign land.

I met Wati and Nick at Alley Katz during a night out with Pauly H. Wati is from Java and came to Kuta to get work and Nick is an artist who only works part of the year so he can travel and surf. This is where Paul B. from Australia, also came into the picture.

I met Rick, from Brazil, outside my guesthouse one night. He had just finished a triathalon in Australia and was seeing what Bali had to offer before returning home. All of us quickly formed a little network and were soon meeting daily for dinz, beach walks and trips out to Uluwatu.

As I have said before when writing about my travels, it was always the people that kept me in one spot for longer than expected, not the place. I had wanted to check out the north and east of Bali during this time, but couldn't bring myself to leave my new friends! I was also addicted to my daily hot yoga session and when I wasn't socializing or surfing, I was making the rounds promoting my work.

I headed out to Uluwatu one afternoon to photograph Nick surf and hang out with Wati. We met on the perch that overlooks the rolling waves of the surf break. Wati is from Java and has worked as a waitress at Ocean Beach, Sky Garden and Alley Katz. She makes more than most Balinese because of tips from westerners but the average worker in Bali makes about 600,000 rupiah a month on average – $60 CDN. Wati and I became like sisters after spending only a short time together. I was seriously missing having a girlfriend to dish and hang with and Wati came along at exactly the right time. 


We got back to town and Paul B. (Australia) and I went to Gong Corner for dinner. He reminds me of the guys I grew up with but is city through and through. He is a painter. He meditates. He is sharp. He cares about the world. He is interesting. A great conversationalist. Needless to say, these made meals with Paul B. an absolute DELIGHT! Rick (from Brazil) joined us later, making the conversation even more riveting. I love exploring other parts of the world just by discoursing with fellow travelers. We all have different accents, first languages, cultures, customs and religions but when we are together, we learn something from each other and realize that we are more alike, than not.


Rick insisted he drive me home on his moto. He MADE me wear my helmet just to drive a block down the street. Rick has many endearing qualities also. He really listens to people when they speak. He would lean in to them and peer intently; you could tell he was truly interested in what they had to say. I think that's pretty cool. So many people just want to hear themselves talk never bothering to get to know who they're speaking to. He taught me a Brazilian dance. In exchange, I taught him how to 2 step!
 
One day when I was walking home from Seminyak via the beach, I started picking up plastic bags. My hands were getting full so I opened one of the plastic bags I picked up and then had to open another so I had somewhere to put them all. The more I picked up, the more upset I got. Even worse was that people looked at me like I was mad when this is something everyone should be doing! All I kept thinking about is that once the tide carries them out, how many unsuspecting ocean creatures will mistake them for food and then suffer long and painful deaths trying to digest them. When are we going to get that we are shitting where we eat? We consume the fish that live in and feed on what we dump in their home. Shame on us humans. Shaaaaame.


Check out this link to Plastiki...a boat made of plastic water bottles sailing from San Francisco to Sydney to bring awareness to how one time use plastics are devastating our oceans. Please say no to plastic whenever possible friends:)


Rick, Julien, myself and a German whose name I don't recall had a very memorable dinner one night at the ever popular Gong Corner. German guy was really funny. He had some pretty crazy stories about traveling and seemed to get into a little bit of trouble wherever he went...the only way to travel really.


Julien went to 'Come In', a cozy little street bar to meet some regulars there and the rest of us to Sky Garden. We danced. It was fantastic. The atmosphere, the fans blowing your hair around, the bass of the music literally making your heart vibrate, the humidity, heat and beautiful people surrounding you makes one feel really freakin' amazing.


I went for one last surf at Kuta beach the day before I left. It wasn't my best session but happy to catch a few more waves one last time for who knows how long. I went down to Gloria Jean's to say goodbye to Frank and Fran and have my usual Americano. On the way, I performed my daily ritual of picking up fallen frangipanis, putting one behind my ear and bringing another to GJ's as an offering to the gods out of respect for the Balinese staff's Hindu religion.


Rick came over and we hopped the moto out to Uluwatu temple to watch Balinese dancing at sunset and cavort with all the monkeys that live there. Those monkeys have it pretty good - never ending snacks and human paraphernalia to snatch, not to mention a luxurious 5 star view!


Pauly H., Paul B., Wati, Julien, Rick and I went to dinner at Gong Corner.. I had cap kunggung and dadar galung one more time. It was bittersweet. I was so happy to have met and spent time with these new friends but made it much tougher to leave.


After breaky with Pauly H. and saying goodbye to Nick and Wati, I was on a plane the next morning to begin almost a 3 day journey home. Four hours after arriving in Bangkok, I took an overnight flight to Seoul, spent 12 hours there and then another overnighter to Seattle..9 hours after arriving there, I finally flew to Edmonton (what can I say, I was on a serious budget and it was a cheap ticket!). The rainbow of the journey was the spa in the Seoul airport. I paid $12 to take a hot tub, a cold water dip, a shower and then a solid 3 hour nap in a private room..EVERY airport should have this option (that and bibimbap!).

Murphy's law, when I arrived in Edmonton, they held me up in customs for over an hour to search every inch of my luggage while Sue and Garry waited patiently for me on the other side. Finally at 1 AM, I was released. Ahhhhh...and for the next 2 days, I slept in my own 'Dreamland'.


Photography for me is not looking, it's feeling. If you can't feel what you're looking at, then you're never going to get others to feel anything when they look at your pictures.
- Don McCullin

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Bali - The Reprise

"Better far off to leave half the ruins and nine-tenths of the churches unseen and to see well the rest; to see them not once, but again and often again; to watch them, to learn them, to live with them, to love them, till they have become a part of life and life's recollections."
- Augustus Hare 

Bali - The Reprise Photos

It was 2:30 in the AM when the alarm on my phone went off and rudely awoke me from deep, dreamy REM. I had to get to the hotel where I had to drop my rental car and catch the shuttle to the Auckland airport to check in for my 6 AM flight. AGH! Knowing I would be dipping my toes in the Indian Ocean by that evening definitely helped to rouse me out of bed. I was excited to surf. To photograph. To see friends. Meet new ones. Eat. In Bali!

I had a stop in Sydney for a couple of hours...that brought back some memories, and not the good ones either! Alas, a lesson learned!


I was reminded of Australia's immense proportions as it took a good part of a 6 hour flight to fly the length of the country. Another destination high on my list to explore. Sex and the City reruns kept my sleep deprived noggin content until arriving in Denpasar.


When I arrived in Kuta, the smell of incense intermingled with heat and a hint of pollution brought back so many memories from last year, some of the best of my entire life.

My first stop was d'Kubu Guesthouse (where I had stayed for 2 months the year before). I was greeted with surprise and hugs from the same young Balinese staff that was there last year...it is always nice to see familiar faces in a foreign country, especially the locals'. It's pretty easy to remember Balinese people's names as their are only 4 to choose from: Wayan, Made, Yeoman or Ketut, based on birth order. So you've got a pretty decent chance at getting it right.


I headed straight for the water and watched the sun sink behind the sea. I never thought I would be lucky enough to make it back to Bali so soon. If there is one thing I have learned about travelling, going back to a place for a 2nd time is never as magical as the first. Meeting Marj in the airport upon arriving in Bali last year was a chance meeting that helped us both recover from the weariness of backpacking through Asia for several months and from hearts that had needed mending for too long. Dancing literally til dawn, surfing the day away, followed by watching the sunset and meeting new peeps at 'The Steps' every night was good for the soul and helped us both to get our mojos back!


Since this time in Bali was solo, I quickly developed my own daily routine: hot yoga for 90 minutes first thing in the morning, Banana Pancakes, 2 Boiled Eggs and Country Potatoes (or Potato Country as it was called on the menu), Gloria Jean's for coffee and photo editing, then depending on the tides, either a late afternoon surf or picture taking! Dinner was almost always at Gong Corner: authentic Balinese cuisine (usually costing about $2-$3), fresh garlic naan, Nasi Goreng, Lumpia, Gado Gado, fresh squeezed fruit juices and my ultimate favourite Balinese dessert...Dadar Gulung (coconut pancakes).

I had found a Bikram's Yoga Studio about a 25 minute walk from my guesthouse owned by 2 Australians, Pina and Jack. They were bright and friendly and I loved going there, not just for the yoga, but for the good vibe they brought to the space.

Frank and the gang at Gloria Jean's in Kuta Square were always there in the afternoons to have a chat with and offer advice on where to market my photography on the island. I even got my own personal Harley Davidson travel mug compliments of Frank so that I didn't have to use a takeaway cup.



My friend Mike, a fellow Canuck, was also back in Bali. We had met the year prior and he was now practically living there with his girlfriend. For the duration of my 5 weeks there, we would meet up for lunch, a beach walk or hot yoga. It was great having someone from the homeland to hang out with. Even just knowing he was on the island was a comfort as throughout most of my travels, I am a stranger to most.

Paul, my neighbour at d'Kubu from last year, was also in Bali as he spends half his year there and the other half in Australia working construction (he is from Germany and the US). Talking shit and chilling out were my two favourite things to do with Paul – he has both down to a fine art.


Surprisingly, I caught the very first wave I attempted...and the 2nd and the 3rd! My surf sessions were all pretty much the same: would try to paddle out further, get pummeled, almost drown and then paddle back in to the mini waves! Mother Nature was pretty clear about where I belong:)

Besides catching waves, I also caught a nasty cold, so I took a bus to Ubud for a few days where I met 2 photographers, Jiri from the Czech Republic and Jill Gocher from the UK. She has her own photo gallery there, where I now have this photo on canvas.


Jiri and I spent an afternoon photographing in the rice fields on our bicycles followed by dinner in an organic garden while watching the sunset, topped off with meeting Jill over at Bali Buddha for dessert. Oh Bali Buddha. They have all kinds of western, Indonesian and Balinese dishes, all made with local, organic ingredients. I could eat there every day for the rest of my life and be very content...with a big Buddha belly! 


Ubud was a welcome respite from the constant traffic and debauchery in Kuta. It is definitely not off the beaten path of the tourist track but has a little more culture and a laid back vibe.


I took in some Balinese dancing at The Lotus Pond. As the name suggests, it is a beautiful setting for entertainment. The entire performance was in Balinese and even though I hadn't a clue what was happening, it was enjoyable to watch and I was happy that they didn't perform it in English. As I was leaving, I heard a westerner make a 'suggestion' to one of the hostesses that because she didn't understand Balinese that they should consider doing it English. Oh bollocks! Why don't we just homogenize the whole entire world?! God forbid a culture not cater to your needs. If you want to feel at home when you're abroad, then stay the hell home!  
". . .If people and their manner of living were alike everywhere, there would not be much point in moving from one place to another."
- Paul Bowles


I even had a pet a in Ubud! I went to get a massage at the Ubud Bodyworks Center. Just as I sat down in the rest area I spotted a large bat hanging upside down a few feet away. I had to rub my eyes and take a second look. Was that really....a bat? So I came up a little closer and yes, a bat the size of an adult cat hung before me and I have to admit, it was pretty love-able. There were many inhumane situations I had come across throughout SE Asia but this was the first time in Bali that I had witnessed an animal chained to something.

I did not want to support a place that was keeping animals captive, so I went to the front desk and asked why the bat was tied up. They said that he was too young to find food on his own so they would keep it there until it matured. I do hope that this was true for the bat's sake and I wasn't just being told what I wanted to hear.

I went to visit the bat every day I was there after that. He reminded me more of a pet than a rodent, as they are sometimes mistakenly referred to. I fell in love with him somehow?! He seemed happy because he was eating a lot of the time but I hated that he couldn't come and go off his perch as he pleased...spread his wings, fly and be a free little bat. Couldn't he still come back for food when he pleased? Anyway, all of this has been sent in a letter to Ubud Bodyworks Center. I hope I can report a happy ending in my next installment.

Balinese dancing, rice fields, new friends, a pet, great food and massage, there's no need to wonder why so many retire early to this amazing little island.

After a week in Ubud, I returned to Kuta to meet up with Julien and Ernesto from Belgium! We had all met at d'Kubu last year and here we were about to meet again, a year later almost to the day...

"Travel only with thy equals or thy betters; if there are none, travel alone."
- The Dhammapada

Thursday, February 4, 2010

In New York


Recently having compiled images of NY for 'New York: 3 Octobers' (running til Mar. 11 in Edmonton), I realized just how many photos I have of the city and thought this would be a good way to share my favourites...music by Jay-Z (feat. Alicia Keys), 'Empire State of Mind'.

In New York from Tracey Tomtene on Vimeo.